November 2010
1 post
Looking through my old tumbler. I found this:
Sometimes …I turn my computer chair away from me and lay on my bed. I look over at it and pretend that a girl is sitting there who loves me, but I just can’t see her because of the high back of the chair. I lay on my bed and tell her to come over, and talk to her. But she never responds, she never shows herself. So I make a deal with her; when I fall asleep she will come to lay with me. I...
March 2010
3 posts
So
this is dead.
i have a new one.
i want to keep this at 696 posts :D
new tumblr is.. well ask me :D
I want this album
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Blue_Sky_Noise
Circa Survive is an amazing band :]
February 2010
74 posts
I'm a slave
to my good and bad habits
i feel like
someone just ripped open a hole in my chest.
too much hating going on in my life
no more
8.8 magnitube earthquake has hit Chile
I pray for them.
someone asked me a question
does what just happened make me sad in anyway?
Honestly. no, it doesnt.
and thats what saddens me. that i wasnt affected by it at all.
everything that i read. i just sat there not phased at all.
am i simply emotionless? or do i simply not care?
either way, i should really be careful what i post on here from now on.
this calls for a new tumblr account.
Move on
Dwelling anymore about these things just makes life saddening.
Thank you Moses
[9:26:13 PM] Moses: a rumors not a joke when you intentionally spread it to disparage a person
<3
dont make up lies about me
i know you hate me or something. and i know you’re just putting up a front because its impossible to avoid me. but dont make up lies about me in hopes of tarnishing my friendships with other people.
i know i cant stop you from doing it.
but i know that what you’re doing obviously wont work as well as you think it will.
So i had a
caffeine pill. 18 mg of it. plus a bottle of pepsi.
im so energized.
aZooRe;; It's 2PM.: FangBlade: →
The first “winner” of MapleStory. The first character to reach level 200 and not able to progress anymore. Many people think that this person does not have a life, but of course when you talk about MapleStory you would probably say “oh, thats a good game”, but when someone actually reaches level…
He is my hero.
“What wound cuts deeper than a loved one turned against you?”
– (via macnotcrap)
having her actually stab you.
Late night walks
are nice here. Its refreshing.
I'm furious right now
:D
Its sucks when
i hear a song i like on the radio, but i can’t figure out the song name because the only lyrics i remember from the song is too generic.
mayrachellee:
i like sitting around pantless when no one’s around =P feels free.
i do that too~!
I want to die
a painful death. Since we came into this world causing pain to the person that loves us most. Our mother.
or not.
whatever. i know 1 person who i really do not want at my funeral.
Going to challenge myself
to see how long i can stay awake without sleeping.
You're an ass
and a hypocrite.
7 years of love
We met for seven years No one knew we would say goodbye this easily However we still separated With the memories we built for a long time, now gone How did we at such a young age Meet each other, I don’t even remember how Difficult for us to handle the maps of our changing selves They said saying goodbyes are painful But I didn’t even have time to feel that I just thought this is the way...
The fact that
I did not care, the fact that it didnt affect me, is what makes me sad and depressed.
i havent had
a good nights sleep since that happened.
I deleted
urbannerd:
whoachris:
urbannerd:
whoachris:
your number so I can stop myself from wanting to text you.
i do this too but then later on i find out that the person’s number i deleted was also saved into my phone instead of just my sim.
lol. i made sure i deleted everything :P
i always fail to do so. lol. btw, you neverrrrrr talk to me anymore! maybe cause im not on atown late at night...
I deleted
urbannerd:
whoachris:
your number so I can stop myself from wanting to text you.
i do this too but then later on i find out that the person’s number i deleted was also saved into my phone instead of just my sim.
lol. i made sure i deleted everything :P
I deleted
your number so I can stop myself from wanting to text you.
i want to
stop thinking about you.
ew
sluts.
im such a hypocrite though.
if you want it
I can’t keep a straight face and say this is not the end Not if you want it its upon us and I wanna say it’s sinking in If I was hasty maybe I was rushed along I won’t move into little boxes and then not get the itch to move on So think real slow Don’t forget that yes is yes and no is no Melting prints of grass and snow Means I may forget the way to get back home ...
apparantly
if i read my horoscope when my day is about to end, it usually is true.
but if i read it when its starting. Then.. it doesnt.
I just wrote
7 huge paragraphs on tumblr post and before i was about to post it. i realized everything i wrote was completely useless and i deleted everything.
hmmm
well. i hope this year goes all well.
Just wanted to say...
kynasawrrr:
Happy New Year & Happy Valentines Day for you lovers out there ;D
[WhoaChrisWhoa] 2:55 pm:
WILL YOU BE MY VALENTINE :-D ?!?!?!?!??!?!?!??!?!??!?!
[K is for KYNA 8D] 3:01 pm:
yes i will (:
:D
awwww
[11:57:27 PM] Sean Makiuchi: i think you are cute [11:57:33 PM] Chris: thanks